Oct 20, 20213 min read

Earth the Board of Life

Updated: Oct 25, 2021

Earth the game board of life is here long before your birth. The pieces are already in motion. Like monopoly,someone has already chosen the hat,the dog and the car pieces. You roll the dice make your move and here you are a little 6 or 7 or maybe 8 pound melanated baby girl, another piece on the board of life. You land on the "Chance" question mark and take the card you are dealt. The card says "Go Back Three Spaces". Do you accept your lot in life, even though you feel defeated, or do you get head first in the game, wait your next move and roll again, then focus on winning or at least giving the other players a run for their money?

This board game isn't fair. It doesn't wait for you to catch up. It just keeps going and going. I struggled for many years trying to set up my board just the way I wanted. I filled in the gaps with countless self-help and metaphysical books,even though, my parents did the best for me,with the hand they were dealt. My father is and American Descendant of Slavery and my mother came here at the age of 19 from Africa, specifically, Liberia. The more I researched my ancestry I realized I would never be an African. I don't relate and they don't see me as an African. After watching Black Panther, I related more with Kilmonger because he was in pain and wanted a resolution. I didn't agree with all his methods but I understood his pain. He reminds me of my dad,whom after fighting in Vietnam came back to be kicked out of the post office for standing up for the small guy and dying early due to stress related disease. This is exactly what, Joy Degrue spoke of in her book "Post Traumatic Slavery Syndrome" I relate totally with the American Black struggle. It sometimes disturbs me that my mother side from Liberia holds so strongly to Christianity and European values without relating to or acknowledging the black struggle, racism as well as the racial wealth gap in America. They don't even know or care to know their own ancient ancestral spirituality. This causes me the upmost disconnection from that side,even though I have tried. I feel like a step child in a foreign land that can never go backward and have difficulties

going forward.

I have cousins in France traveling with ease and having destination weddings while I struggled to figure out who I am, my purpose in this world, and how to create a legacy for my bloodline. While, my African relatives look at me as lucky and privileged I struggled with emotional and psychological issues that they don't acknowledge or would even understand. The only time I feel at home and balanced is when I tap into my metaphysical sciences. When I practice my Sacred Metaphysicd aka Ancient Metaphysics I feel like all my true lineage in walking with me. I can feel my ancestors guiding me and telling me," It's okay you can make it, you can do it, just one more step" I know I have a purpose when I feel my ancestors guiding me.

You ever heard the saying you can't win a war unless you know your enemy? Well something like that. LOL but You can't win the game unless you learn how to play. Black women! You can't win unless you know how to play the game or basically you can't win unless you get your head in the game. To win doesn't mean that others will do as you want, forgive you, do the right thing or even monetary gains. Even though monetary gain would be nice. LOL, there are multiple aspects of winning. Like respect, knowledge of self, fulfillment of a purpose, creating a legacy, living or dying for what you believe in, and ultimately not being compromised mind,body and soul to the best of your ability. Of course everyone story is different and it is up to you to find what is your path. From my observation many black women have thrown in the towel or never bothered to read the instructions for the game of life. The time is now to pick your piece dust it off and get back in the game. Your blood line is counting on you. So,If you have been struggling trying to play the game or playing on a whim and are loosing miserably these 44 Goddess Codes will serve as an instruction manual for you to get back in the game and win.